#why am I shaking
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PLAYING ISAT TO CALM DOWN DIDNT WORK I CANT BREATHE
#Z4ERXTCVBJML;#NO NO NO#PLEASE#GOD NO#i had to like. close my laptop and cover my mouth for a second#not them not them not them not them#why am i SHAKING#isat spoilers#vaguely#vee plays isat#this is about. the end of act three
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He really does check his shit huh
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why am I shaking why am I shaking why am I shaking my lungs feel weird why am I shaking why am I shaking why am I shaking why am I shaking I’m eating and my lungs are shaking why am I shaking why am I shaking why am I shaking
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yay I'm crying woooooooooooooooo
#why am I so fucking sensitive#why did three words get such a reaction out of me#why am I like this#why am I shaking#I need to stop acting like a victim#I'm fine I should be fine why am I like this why am I crying why am I shaking why does it hurt so much#I fucking hate this
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my depression song i love u sm dust and ashes <3 (its still musical theatre thats how committed to the bit i am)
#૮◜ﻌ◝ა#how long have i been sleeping#so easy to close off#place the blame outside#hiding in my room at night so terrified#all the things i couldve been but i never had the nerve#life and love i dont deserve#bury me in burgundy i just dont care#nothings left ive looked everywhere#is this how i die#was there any other way my life could be#such a storm of feelings inside of me#but then why am i screaming#why am i shaking#was happiness within me the whole time#SoundCloud
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i don’t feel so good.
my thoughts are racing and my hands are shaking and is this what it feels like to fall? to fall from yourself? is this what losing feels like? is this what this is? my hands are shaking, why are my hands shaking? my wings are burning right off of my back and oh god, i’m icarus—though is there a version where icarus didn’t fly too close to the sun, because i never made it that high, i was just trying to fly as far as i could, and now look where that got me. my lungs are seizing and my body is at war and my mind is somewhere short of lost.
i don’t feel so good.
#i don’t feel so good#mental health#emotions#poetry#burnout#losing yourself#someone explain#someone help#why am i shaking#flight of icarus
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EXCUSE ME. HE LOOKS SO PRETTY OMG I JUST WOKE UP 😭😭
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ROMAN CODY INTERACTION I REPEAT ROMAN CODY INTERACTION THIS IS NOT A DRILL
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holy shit what is weong with me
#why am i shaking#why am i crying#why am i panicking#oh my lord im hyperventilating#okay im not okay#okay#i hate being alone#i font wanna be alone#why am i always alone
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Gdi why am I so tired yet unable to fall asleep what the hell
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Being woke in class<3
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Maria before sleep, 07202024.
#paint covered wings#galère#M#Maria Bea#illustration#art#idk I wanted to feel fancy with the caption#I think this is like my favourite peice that I made all year actaully#second favourite#whatebver#same thing#sobbin#why am I shaking
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for some reason being at home makes me extremely anxious in a way i havent noticed until today. i dont know why. but i feel like maybe its my paranoia? i dont know!!!! help!!!!!
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need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that#literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me#it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought#my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case#because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now#also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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